Lamps

Have you ever received a gift like a Hunter Swingstepz Floor, Just Born Iridescent Moon, Zig Zag Floor ~ Do you know what are these? If you don't, you can search in on a search engines.

Yes, it's a lamp. Isn't it fascinating? I thought at first it’s just a type of floor or title of a movie. And to my surprise it was different kinds of lamp. You can have it as a gift to your love ones, they will be very grateful to have one of those. It’s cool since you can have a lamp on different shapes, styles and designs. Continue to do a search for different kinds of lamps where you can choose for the best lamp to the person you wanted to have it.

It's a Matter of Decision

Whew! It's been a month I haven't posting on my blog.

Been busy attending many things. Last month, it's anniversary in our church. Though I didn't participated that much on the activities but I'm still stressed with things that was happening. I just don't want to post it here since most of it are comments, gossips, criticism etc. More negative things happened, heard and seen compared to good things. But still I'm much grateful with the good things. It lessen my stress.

I'm currently on-leave from my commitment on playing with the band. I usually went to practice every saturday. Recently, I just stayed at home if not sleeping, I'm busy working on the laptop preparing for sermon presentation or doing the webpage. I've learned new knowledge with webpage designing and coding. I did a practice on it and thankful that there are people appreciating on what I'm doing. It's really a cool thing to learn new things. Thanks to a dear friend who patiently taught me. "Gahi man gud daw ko ug ulo tudloan" according to her ~~(LOL)
... But really I do appreciate your patience.~~ (hug beh!)

Hhmm.. It was a new routine for me not playing with the band. I missed it but I really need to have a break. No cifra mode and less committed. I feel like I'm having a new environment. My own observation? It's fine. I feel good and I'm happy anyway.

I still believe that situations happen depending on the decision made by the person who have given the choice to do what he/she wants to do. You'll be happy if you desire to be happy or be sad if you want your life to be awful. It's a matter of decision. I decided to do the things that makes me happy. and I love it.

Enjoy life!

Sad

I'm not feeling well today.

I cried for about 2 hours this day.
My head aches.
My emotion is disturbed.

I made a foolish decision.
I wasn't thinking that I might hurt you.
I was driven by my emotion.

Sorry for what I've done.
Please don't be sad.
I love you so much and I want you to be happy.

I will always love you and will love you more.

Nothing

Weird! I'm just staring on my blog thinking of what to post . Hmmmm... I have nothing in mind on what to write about. I'm still thinking . I'll just write whatever comes and pops up in my mind.


Begin -> thinking of you

• Tired and sleepy;
• Plurk isn't working;
• I'm listening to music. (chasing pavements);
• Checking emails. Waiting for our boss;
• Chatting with the sister of my officemate. Funny. We are having a deal,-- Sino kaya makalibre? I should be awake tonight.
• Brewing coffee. Need some? -- pawala ng antok.
• Our boss is now in. Work mode na.
• Plans to watch dollhouse when I'm not busy.

End. -> thinking of you

That's all for now.

Temperament

I've been so unpredictable these days.
I can't even recognize what's wrong with me.
I get easily irritated.

I hate thinking that when I'm in this state,
I've include you in my anger.
A should be wonderful day become miserable because of my temperament.

I'm sorry for being passive,
That I'm taking our relationship for granted.
Giving you up was just easy for me when it strikes.
You must know that I was just driven by my temperament.
I'm afraid to lose you.
It would deeply hurt me when that happens
"Please don't give up on me?" would be my plea.


But in spite of the bad things that I've done to you
I am grateful that you are not that easily giving up on me.
Help me to ease this temperament.
I want you to know that I am so happy to have you.
Thanks for loving me.

I love you.

Sudden Rush

.........o........o.........o........

You said you'll be calling me back
and I was waiting
about an hour I haven't received a call.

Negative thoughts started popping on my head
A thought of something bad might happened to you
My heart beats fast and I started to catch my breath.

I texted you but you weren't responding
I just don't know what to do
You are too far that if I could just teleport myself
To know what's goin on.

I can't call you at that time
My load wasn't enough
I even sent a message to someone
just wanted to know your condition
Still my worry keeps on pondering me.

I went out from the office on a sudden rush
To find a way for me to be able to call you
I was so so worried for you.

And it was a relief after talking to you.
The worry just went off.

Please take care of yourself for me
I love you.

.........o........o.........o........

PiCtOriAL sEsSion

Last friday morning, our teacher was not around and we did something unusual. (lol) .. We took pictures on the stuff toys. They are namely Stitch, Tidibear, Tinybear and Fluffy.

Here are pictures taken during the pictorials:

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